give zero fucks be very consistent

from my infinite notebook. i use the moleskine app Flow.

my note to self #152. this one i’m usually good at — at least these past few months — in the isolation of this house / this island of japan / this time of happy confinement / my own self-imposed digital solitude — and I’m feeling free and unencumbered from the pressure of having to make a lot of money to support a very expensive new york city life, free from the need to play a boxed role in any man’s life, free from my own prison of patriarchy and capitalism, free from all the crowded voices that occasionally populate my head. the lobby of my mind is empty, and this feels very good. occasionally noisy visitors come and leave footprints all over it, and then I need to call security guards to come and kick them out, then dial the cleaning crew to scrub the floors and plaster black signs all over the walls that say: GIVE ZERO FUCKS BE VERY CONSISTENT HAVE NO FEAR DO WHATEVER YOU WANT